I would like to begin with a couple of
jokes, some that you have might already have heard. The first goes
like this:
Two brothers are terrible trouble
makers. They are always breaking things, stealing things, lying, and
making all kinds of general trouble. The parents have tried
everything to get the boys to change, to no avail. Finally, out of
options, they ask their pastor if he can help. He says he will talk
to the boys, but only one at a time. The parents drop off the
youngest and go home, promising to return to get him soon. The boy
sits in a chair across from the pastor's desk and they just look at
each other.
Finally, the Pastor says, "Where
is God?" The boy just sits there and doesn't answer. The pastor
begins to look stern and loudly says, "Where is God?" The
little boy shifts in his seat, but still doesn't answer.
The pastor is starting to get angry at
the boy's refusal to converse and practically shouts "Where is
God?" To the pastor's surprise, the little boy jumps up out of
his chair and runs out of the office.
The boy leaves the church and runs all
the way home, up the stairs and into his brother's room. He shuts the
door and pants, "We're in BIG TROUBLE. God's missing and they
think we did it!"
The second is like this:
A pastor was making a visit at the
request of a family who had recently visited his church. He took a
seat in a chair by the fireplace and began to talk with the mother
and father. During the course of the conversation, the couple's 6
year old son kept coming into the living room in desperate search for
something. Finally the father asked, “Son, what are you doing?”
“I'm looking for Jesus.” the son answered. The pastor, being an
astute individual, offered this pearl of wisdom, “Well, I think
Jesus is right where you looking. All we have to do is open our eyes
and see.”
The boy looked quizzically at the
pastor as the father begin, “Sorry, Pastor but...” “No, dad,”
the boy interrupted as he dropped to the carpet. Rising back up with
a cat in his arms he said, “He was right. I found Jesus! He was
under the couch!”
Silly stories, I know.
In today's scripture reading, we
experience a silly story of sorts. The disciples are out at the Sea
of Tiberias, collecting themselves when Peter decides to do what most
men do when they don't want to talk, he decides to go fish. Nothing
spectacular but the others decide fishing beats sitting around on the
beach, so they go with him. They spend the entire day and night out
on the boat fishing, and like most fishing trips, they catch
nothing. At daybreak, a voice from the shore shouts, “Have you
caught anything?” Without hesitation, they respond, “No,
nothing!” The man on the shore yells back, “Cast your net on the
right side of the boat!”
The disciples do not question the man.
They simply cast their nets and within seconds their nets literally
runeth over. John immediately says, “It's the Lord!” and Peter,
in Peter like fashion, dives into the water and swims to shore while
the disciples row like crazy to get catch up. Nothing mattered in
that moment but being with Jesus and all it took to see Jesus was to
go and do nothing.
In this resurrection journey, we often
get caught in the results of the journey. We focus on the outcome as
proof of God's involvement instead of looking at the experience of
the journey. The church gets trapped in this “business model” in
which it's purpose is solely about numbers, figures, attendance,
conversions, baptisms, and building projects. Each of these
measurable outcomes invoke an attitude of superiority above others.
It invokes this notion that a church is blessed by God by the number
of people who come instead of who comes. It invokes this notion that
the church is blessed by how much they've spent on their building
project instead of who are giving and what are they building for. It
invokes the notion that the church is blessed by the number of
baptisms instead of the who are being being baptized. The church
judges itself on the visible, tangible results of our activities
instead of judging itself on the love they have for their Lord and
their neighbor. In the hustle of this visible result attitude that is
infesting the modern church, we forget to stop and ask, “Where's
Jesus?”
I am reminded of a story I once read.
Mike Yaconelli, in an article on “Where's Jesus,” tells of a time
when he was forced to ask that very question:
“I was recently hit with that very
question (Where's Jesus?) during a meeting with a well-known
evangelist. After an hour and a half of his very organized
presentation on a new, nationwide program for spreading the gospel,
he stopped and asked some of us to respond.
I started to speak, but the words
caught in my throat. My tears ambushed me, and I was unable to
respond. Taken by surprise, I wondered what my tears were all about.
Instantly I saw the following mental picture: A man was leaning
against the wall a few feet from us. He seemed lonely and sad, like a
wallflower at a dance. One look at his eyes, and I could tell he
desperately wanted us to notice him, to pay attention to him, to talk
to him—but we just went on with our business and ignored him.
That man was Jesus, of course. There he
stood in the midst of our long conversation about strategies,
programs, and target markets, and we didn’t even notice the very
reason why we have these meetings in the first place! I believe that
in much of modern youth ministry (ministry in general), the question
"Where’s Jesus?" has been replaced with “Who needs
Jesus?””1
Jesus didn't care about the amount of
fish the disciples caught. He cared about them. He simply wanted to
have breakfast with his friends. He wanted to be with them and wanted
them to be with him. They didn't need a classical church setting with
hymns. They didn't need a rock concert or evangelism conferences or
church leadership conferences. They didn't need a young hip preacher
with orange hair or Billy Graham in his suit. All they needed was a
boat, a net, and go fishing to see Jesus.
Jesus is dangerous. If he was dangerous
to the religious leaders before he was crucified, he is even more
dangerous to us today now that he has risen. When Jesus shows up,
plans go out the window, visions get altered, and we become radically
different. I think that's why we rarely ask, “Where's Jesus?” I
think we're terrified of the wounds of the resurrection journey. I
think we're terrified to place our fingers where the nails were. I
think we're terrified to place our hand inside where the spear
struck. I think we're terrified because we will fall to our knees
crying, “My Lord!” We are terrified that if we look to the shore
and if we cast our nets, our boat will sink. We are terrified that
Jesus may actually just love us for who we are and that doing nothing
is all it takes to see Jesus.
We have become convinced that what
Jesus wants in the church is a group of people are in constant
motion, busy bodies building anthills. I believe, even in our mission
mindfulness, we are so concerned with being Jesus that our churches
are constantly drowning out Jesus' voice, “Come and have
breakfast.” Maybe what Jesus really desires in our churches are
followers who say, “Sorry, I don't have time to read your article.
Sorry, I don't have time to hear about your guaranteed program. I'm
busy taking some folks fishing and having breakfast with Jesus.”
Maybe what Jesus wants the most out of
us and our churches is nothing. Maybe what Jesus wants and what the
church needs are churches that would prefer to go fishing than to go
knocking on doors. Maybe what Jesus wants are churches that are
willing to have breakfast with him instead of doing things for him.
Maybe what Jesus wants is for us to slow down, sit by the fire, and
be with him. Maybe we over-think this church thing. Maybe all we need
is boat, a net, and breakfast with Jesus. Maybe that's all it takes
to really change the world.
He's on the shore with a fire and
breakfast is waiting. Just waiting.
1Yaconelli,
Mike. “Where's Jesus?”
http://www.youthspecialties.com/articles/wheres-jesus/
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