As I read
Amos’ disturbing prophecy and Jesus’ unsettling parable of the rich fool, an equally
upsetting question was spoken to me: “Why do so many white ministers leave
seminary called to serve the poor only to abandon that call to be paid by the
wealthy?”
I
immediately threw my bible away and went in search for a kinder, gentler
interpretation. Alas I did not find one. So I did what almost every minister my
age does, I posted my question to twitter. I had two wonderful and very
different conversations, of course neither really were able to fully answer the
question. It is a hard question for me because I am deeply a part of this
question. I constantly hear from others, "Invoke change but make sure you can
get paid." Over the past 7 years since beginning and ending seminary I
have watched others I went to school with proclaim a very challenging gospel
that railed against the wealthy and remembered the poor. Several went on to be
missionaries for a few years advocating for the end of abusive power structures
and an end to modern-day slavery. Several also went out and began working
directly with the poor in real meaningful ways. As time went on and funding
disappeared things changed.
When the
funding disappeared for several missionaries they cried victim and tearfully
packed their bags and left a place they believed whole heartedly called to
serve. Eventually they found their way back to America, accepted a position at
an upper-middle class white church, and bought home, a car, a motorcycle,
kayaks, and a whole host of other "American" ideals while still
railing against the power structures.
Why didn't
they stay?
I know there
are numerous reasons and I understand those reasons while understanding those
reasons to be complicated; however the question comes to mind, "Why not
stay? Why not become just like the people who you were helping, to live as
they do, to work as they do, and to really be a part of their lives? Why come
back embracing the lifestyle you once called immoral? Why not stay?”
Amos speaks
to an unjust system of which we stand in our pulpits and preach against while
taking the “bribe” and profiting from that unjust system. Amos and Jesus are
urging ministers to speak from a position of poverty and lowliness instead of
one from a position of power and wealth. When we wish to speak prophetically
from a position of power we are limited in how prophetic we can be; we can only
be as prophetic as the budget giving allows. Our prophetic pastoral voice is
neutered and controlled by our desires for security and comfort, as we believe
we have earned the right to enjoy.
The
question, “Why do so many white ministers abandon their call to serve the
poor?” is answered by the false notion that the pastor must be able to make a
living as a pastor. We give up a portion of our prophetic voice when we take on
a paid full-time ministerial position for when we speak out against the
powerful, against the majority, we will find ourselves on the outside, possibly
jobless. We believe the church is a place where everyone is supposed to get
along and you can speak of God’s movement without ever taking your place on the
cross. Even though Jesus clearly says that’s impossible, twice.
It is why we
seek churches that believe and act just like we do. If a church’s theological
understanding of scripture, mission, and Jesus fits into ours we have the
freedom to speak openly against “the majority” even though the majority we are
speaking to would be the minority in our context. It is not prophetic pastoral
speech if the majority of the people who hear it agree and give us a raise. That’s
called preaching to the choir. Prophetic pastoral speech, unfiltered prophetic pastoral
speech carries with it only one guarantee: the cross and a set of nails.
And we are
deeply afraid of that guarantee. We leave seminary embracing our cross until
the day comes we are nailed to it, then we call ourselves victims and quit the
church.
That is why
we must learn how to preach from a position of poverty or a position of servitude
in our Christian faith communities. By doing so we then become free to be
nailed to the cross we carry for the burden of security in wealth has been
removed. We no longer become afraid of the cross Jesus tells us we must carry,
instead we lovingly embrace it for we know it brings new life.
Michael
Graves writes, “What if we have misunderstood prophetic preaching, and not just
in ancient Israel? What if we have defined it too narrowly for our day, made a
caricature of it in the process? In her new book, Prophetic Preaching, Nora
Tisdale paraphrases Walter Brueggemann’s description of the prophet’s task as
“perceiving the world as God sees it and having our hearts break over the
things that break God’s heart.” Prophetic preaching entails speaking the very
agenda of God.”
We struggle
with our prophetic pastoral voice because we have been conditioned to believe
our pastoral voice and prophetic voice are separate; yet that is not the case.
In fact it is furthest from the truth. Our pastoral voice is in which the
prophetic voice speaks. Do we not understand when we preach from the scriptures
we are speaking prophetically? We are speaking to God’s agenda. When we speak
of a messiah who showed us how to love unconditionally, was crucified and
raised from the dead, we are speaking prophetically because we are sharing
God’s movement and inviting others to join that movement. Do we not realize
when we sit with the dying and with great hope say, “This is not the end. Your
seat at the banquet table is waiting for you.” we are speaking the prophetic
voice that death no longer has its evil sting? We cannot have a pastoral voice
without our prophetic voice nor can we have a prophetic voice without our
pastoral voice.
Why are we
afraid? Why do we lack the courage to embrace our prophetic pastoral role?
If I were to
guess, with the help of social media, I would suggest we are afraid of losing
what is ours. We have become the rich fool Jesus speaks against, for we have
cultivated a Church culture which for a short time prospered and we built our
buildings so that we could hoard our ‘goods’, our people, and live off what we
had “earned”. Now as our pews are becoming empty and budgets are struggling to
be made and ministers are losing their jobs, we have turned our attention to
how we can once again prosper. So our prophetic pastoral voice has become one
concerned with trends and millennialist.
We post our
articles about why millennialist are leaving the church, each one claiming to
speak a need for change in the church culture; yet these articles do not speak
to a change in thought or change in practice but a change in how we protect
what is ours. I believe our concern about why millennialist are leaving the
church is, deep down in places we do not talk about at parties, about why a
bunch of middle-upper middle class white kids in their twenties are no longer
going to church. We are not concerned with why we still worship separately from
our black brothers and sisters, our Hispanic brothers and sisters, or our
brothers and sisters of other races and cultures. We are not concerned with
truly helping free the poor, or the oppressed, or heal the sick, visit the
imprisoned, feed the hungry, or give a drink to the thirsty. We are not
concerned about them because they can’t afford to pay us.
While others
are being enslaved, abused, or fall further into addictions, as children sit
abandoned by parents (43% grow up without a father), or dropout of high school
because they’ve been told they weren’t good enough (73% of dropouts come from
fatherless homes), and our economic system continues to keep people on welfare,
we sit in our lawn chairs saying to ourselves, “If we can just get those good white
millennialist folk back in our churches, then we can focus on the Jesus stuff.”
We have
become a summer basket of rich fools. We have lost our courage. We have lost
our prophetic pastoral voice. We have given over to what Martin Luther King Jr.
calls the drum major instinct. We have given ourselves over to the desires for
wealth, power, and control. By giving
ourselves over to such desires we will do whatever it takes to maintain what is
ours. During our most recent election season the following amounts
were spent: The presidential candidates spent nearly $1 billion on television
ads and other campaign advertisements. The men who ran for our district's
congressional seat raised close to $1 million for their advertisements to be elected.
Several Christian organizations gave close $600 million for advertisements to
try and get someone elected. Let us ask ourselves this serious question: Could
that 1.7 billion dollars have been given to a better use? Could that amount of
money gone to organizations like Habitat for Humanity or countless other
organizations who work to ease the worries for the homeless, the hungry, the
naked, the sick, and the imprisoned? Could that amount of money gone to
something that is more important than an election? That’s a lot of money to
maintain the status quo.
If Jesus is right and where we store our treasures is where
our heart is also, then we must admit we have become fools whose hearts are not
set on God’s movement, for we no longer look to the birds or to the tiger
lilies to see how God provides. We have placed our faith in the power of men
and in the power of wealth in hopes they will provide for us, ministers, a lush
home on the golf course with a balcony to put our feet up and relax as others
tee off. We are striving for things of the nation, things of this world, and
not for things of the kingdom.
There is
good news though, if we can transform our minds and hearts from a position of
power, stature, control, and wealth, to a position of poverty and humility. I
believe the good news is in ministers fully imitating the humility of Jesus from
a position of poverty. What I mean by that is what Henri Nouwen calls the
descending way of Jesus. Paul writes that we are to imitate Jesus just as the
writer of Hebrews suggests we are to fixate our eyes on Jesus because he is our
perfector, our forerunner of the faith. Nouwen writes, “In his servanthood God
does not disfigure himself, he does not take on something alien to himself, he
does not act against or in spite of his divine self. On the contrary, it is his
servanthood that God chooses to reveal himself as God to us.” (Nouwen, Henri,
Show Me the Way pg. 63).
When we
speak of poverty, we are not using it in terms of a person’s economic
situation. Remember the poor are never told they are virtuous (neither are the
wealthy) instead they are told theirs is the kingdom. So they are blessed not
because of what they do not have but by what they will have. A position of
poverty for us then becomes a position in which we preach from with humility in
truth and grace. It is a position that challenges those in our midst knowing
all the while we the minister are being challenged most of all. We are not
excused from the harsh words of Amos or the foolishness of the rich man, and we
must allow the words to penetrate our hearts and transform us, for God is not
just speaking to them, God is speaking deeply to us as well. If we can alter
our belief of what ministry is and what church is from a place which functions
as a system of power, wealth, and control to a functioning system of poverty,
humility, and the cross, I believe we will see a greater change in the church
system than any that could from power, wealth, or control.
If we can
learn to preach, minister, and live from a position of poverty, humility, and
lowliness we can fully embrace our prophetic pastoral role for we no longer
have the fear of “what do I have to lose”. Instead we have the joy of
generosity and hope, so we are able to give more, to speak more honestly and in
greater tenderness than before because we are speaking from the downward pull
of Jesus. Instead of fearing the cross, we embrace it, as Jesus does, because
we see it as a part of our lives not as a consequence of our actions. Meaning
when we are nailed to the cross for speaking the light of God into the dark
world, we do not hang there as victims. Instead we hang there knowing this
comes with the ordination of the minister.
Jesus tells
his disciples to be as wise as serpents and as gentle as doves. Often we have
come to interpret those words from a prophetic pastoral perspective as, “Choose
wisely the place you wish to make your last stand.” However, from a position of
poverty and humility, we are able to reimagine in way that stays true to the
nature of Christ, the nature we are called to emulate. At this moment we may be
a summer basket of fools; yet God offers hope in the form of a downward lifted
up Jesus, whom we are called to follow and imitate.
I’ll close
with excerpt from King’s sermon, “A Tough Mind and Tenderheart”:
“At times we
(the minister and congregation) need
to know that the Lord is a God of justice. When slumbering giants of injustice
emerge in the earth, we need to know that there is a God who can cut the giants down like the grass and leave
them withering like the Greek herb. When our most tireless efforts fail to stop
the surging sweep of oppression, we need to know that in this universe is a God
whose matchless strength is a fit contrast to the sordid weakness of humanity.
But there also times when we need to know that God possess love and mercy. When
we are staggered by the chilly winds of adversity and battered by the raging
storms of disappointment and when through our folly and sin we stray into some
destructive far country and are frustrated because of a strange feeling of
homesickness, we need to know that there is Someone who loves us, cares for us,
understands us, and will give us another chance. When days grow dark and nights
grow dreary, we can be thankful our God combines in his nature a creative
synthesis of love and justice that will lead us through the life’s dark valleys
and into sunlit pathways of hope and fulfillment.” (King Jr. Martin Luther. “A
Tough Mind and a Tenderheart”, Strength to Love pg. 9).
Amen
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