Sunday, March 3, 2013

Lenten Journal: How to Live a Powerless Life


How to Live a Powerless Life
By Jonathan Davis
I’m not goanna lie, most of the time I would prefer to be powerful instead of powerless. Most of my life I’ve been told (and I’m betting you have too) that being powerful is necessary to get ahead in the world. From the time we are kids many of us are conditioned to seek power. For me it started early. By second grade I was a rising ninja warrior, to be feared on playgrounds and schoolyards far and wide.

During recess in elementary school we used to play pretend “Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.” The Turtles would battle Shredder and his cronies with pretend ninja weapons and sometimes very real roundhouse kicks to the face. I got sent to the principal’s office one time for giving some kid named Jimmy a bloody nose from my sweet ninja moves. I was only in second grade and wouldn’t see Napoleon Dynamite for nearly two decades. When the principle asked why I gave Jimmy a bloody nose I said “I was playing Donatello and I have good bō staff skills.” Nobody ever wanted to play the part of Shredder on the playground, because everybody knew that Shredder could never win. Everyone wanted to be on the hero’s side. Everyone wanted to identify with the winning team. Everyone wanted power.

I’m a news junkie and I have about twelve news apps on my phone. I had a revelation the other day; the reason I like news so much is that I feel as if knowledge and information give me power. If I know more facts than those around me then I feel like I have the upper hand in my conversations and ministry situations. I spend hours some days consuming information from sources like Time Magazine, TechCrunch, and The Washington Post. Haven’t you heard all your life the old saying that “knowledge is power?” We tell our teens “get a good education and you’ll get a better job.” As a youth minister I constantly see the pressure placed on teens by parents and teachers to perform so the teens get into top college programs. Students are told, “If you have a perfect GPA you can get into a better school and you’ll have better opportunities in life.” While I don’t argue that this is true to a point I wonder if the words “better opportunity” actually mean “more power.”

The irony of the Gospel is this: As much as we are obsessed with obtaining power for ourselves, we are powerless before a Holy God, and powerless before the Cross. The Gospel is in-congruent with seeking power for oneself. This is a rich truth for the Lenten season. The sacrifice of Jesus, the salvation that God brought at Calvary and the resurrection all have nothing to do with our own power. Paul famously wrote in Romans:

6 You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly. 7 Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous person, though for a good person someone might possibly dare to die. 8 But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” - Romans 5:6-8

As much as we are obsessed with power in our culture, it gives me peace to know I’m powerless before the Almighty. Salvation is about resting in God’s grace, and trusting in God’s power instead of our own. By sacrificing himself in the most gruesome way imaginable, Jesus became more powerful. In submitting himself to the powerful Roman execution system, Jesus worked out Salvation and redemption for all humanity through perfect sacrifice. Lent is about identifying with the suffering-servant Savior, and recognizing our powerlessness to gain salvation on our own. The Gospel is not about our power, but rather God’s power.

Remember the thought that the Gospel is incongruent with seeking power for oneself? This is the hardest truth for me to grapple with during Lent. I seek power for myself more than I care to admit. In committee meetings at church, in my marriage, in my relationships with colleagues, in the local community, I seek power. Our culture is obsessed with seeking power, and worships powerful people. Think about it. In our country: elected officials grab for power instead of govern, militarism is running our national budget into the ground but no one has the will to challenge it, businesses ruthlessly compete for market share and layoffs for middle class workers keep coming while executives get millions in bonuses, marriages fall apart because of the financial strain that comes from keeping up with the Jones, and wars over worship styles and the color of the carpet split churches. Many of our society’s problems would improve dramatically if people sought less power for themselves, but there are two problems inherently with this grand idea, 1.) That’s contrary to human nature, and 2.) Most people don’t live Gospel-centered lives.

Seeking power in many ways is about obtaining a sense of perfection. They worshipped Caesar as a god, and he was the embodiment of power in Jesus’s day. The fact is we are powerless to obtain perfection. Christ didn’t live by the earthly Law of Power. Christ ushered in the Law of Love. Which law do you live by, The Law of Power or Christ’s Law of Love? Gandhi once said, “The day the power of love overrules the love of power, the world will know peace.” Last time I checked Christians worship the “Prince of Peace.” We should remember this more than once a year at Christmas time. Do we seek God or do we seek power?

Christ sacrificed himself for us out of love, and we are called to wrestle with the fact that the God of the universe hung powerless, naked, and dejected on a cross as ransom for our sin. What’s even scarier is that we are called to follow Christ’s example of love and sacrifice. This idea should not be taken lightly. Lent is a time to reflect on our own powerlessness in light of who God is, and to trade our desire for power for a desire to share God’s sacrificial love with the world. Once we reach the point of surrendering our power, we find that relying on the power of God is freeing. So during Lent and always, feel free to be powerless, and rest in God’s power instead.


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